Sunday, March 13, 2011

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childbirth, body and mind, continuing to piece together the fragments of an amorous. FUKUSHIMA

Dal sito di Maria Gloria Campi
Quando rimasi incinta della mia prima figlia cominciai ad avere un gran turbinio di pensieri in testa . Volevo che la mia gravidanza e il parto fossero normali, naturali . Trovai dei libri che non ho più , li ho di sicuro prestati e non ricordo più a chi , ed erano bellissimi , i "Quaderni del nuovo nato" e il libro sul massaggio dei bambini del dottor Leboyer. Avevo tante idee in testa, ne nascevano nuove ogni giorno , ma  non there was total harmony between the conscious and unconscious, of body, mind and heart, which can grow at different speeds.

How many times in life you are giving birth? One or two or three times, according to statistics one and a half, because many are not children.
How would I do half the child, and who will do that other half? Bho. Anyway
not ask for the moon, in the exaltation of life that I had miraculously recovered after the spill from depression / panic attacks / cystitis wanted to live through pregnancy and childbirth as well as possible, it was not too much to ask.
Two days before giving birth I woke up very early, before six. I felt the impulse, strong and overbearing, cleaning and tidying the house, which was small, two sun rooms, and everything was pretty clean, but not enough, put in place, taken by a kind of heat that do not control, until I stopped asking what I was doing.
My head, rational for a long period, watched and did not understand.
until I had a sudden understanding of the phenomenon and smiled to myself.

I WAS DOING THE NEST.
As a fluke, a rabbit who pulls the hair from the belly, that dig a fox hole and the importance of dry and soft stuff. It was someone else acting on my body, with all the things you learn in the hundreds of thousands of years before civilization.
Those that divide the brain in areas progressively older they said it was not the reptilian brain, the reptile's nest I do not think they do, but the latest to rule immediately.
He had taken the direction of momentum of the operations, without giving any explanation.
From what I saw is a little part of the brain used to the verbal communication. Funny
see it in action on themselves.
That time I felt a part of me, which is usually silent and submits to the will of iron, good or bad, of thought, rather suddenly made manifest.

Avevamo preso accordi, quando sarebbe arrivato il momento,  per andare a partorire all'ospedale di Figline in  Valdarno, dove praticavano il parto dolce . Il momento arrivò a mezzanotte di una notte che pioveva tanto e mio marito aveva paura che gli partorissi in auto, perchè dovevamo fare 25 km fino all'ospedale.
In realtà  scambiavo doloretti iniziali per vere contrazioni.
Era la prima volta.
Un travaglio lungo otto ore , con una bambina grande , di 4 kg, che se la prendeva comoda per uscire.  Quando alla fine mi ritrovai con le contrazioni  più dolorose non capivo più niente , in sala parto avevano abbassato le luci perchè la bambina potesse born in the shadow and gradually move to the light, but I wondered why there was so little light, and all spoke softly, I had forgotten everything.
there that would make me more comfortable the animal brain, where it was hidden silent, without even a little help, he saw that boggles the mind, prey to the pains of childbirth and fear and did not give a hand even to die. I had read a lot about childbirth, birth and did not find anything, my head was empty.

The next night in the hospital room there was a girl much younger than me, (I had been called to 29 years in the medical record 'first child attempata"), che russava come un trombone. Aveva partorito nel pomeriggio, era parecchio sovrappeso,  veniva dalla campagna profonda, nessun titolo di studio, non cercava parto dolce né niente , aveva scodellato il figliolo in 20 minuti ed era tornata dalla sala parto con le sue gambe . Ora dormiva della grossa, ma russava così forte che non faceva dormire me.

Capii che aldilà di tutte le teorie in queste faccende se la cava meglio chi pensa meno , chi ha meno strutture culturali .Chi è meno "mentale", direbbe Cinzia.
In realtà di fronte a questi fatti fondamentali  , che possiamo ben chiamare "eventi" relativamente alle altre vicende della vita , si fa come si può , la preparation is important, but sometimes not enough, for me it was not quite "deep" and had done what was in my power, not even an inch more.

But I had spent the happiest days of my life with my husband who was always with me, had worn, urged obstetrician, a short coat and tight, it was almost fainting with fatigue and emotion, and had cut the umbilical cord of a baby who weighed more than those born with her and for what seemed larger of age and beautiful.

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